I want to keep diary for every day, since I will hardly open my mouth during the days.
So many things happened in the past months, not happened on me but absolutely related with me, even get my life harder and worse. Not anyone knows about all of that, but all of them feel my silence and “strange” from days.
Though you found the smile disappears more and more, you are also finding the words less and less. Don’t ask me why but trust that I will never let the disaster attack your heart, just leave me alone, for a while.
When I still try to send my care to my friends I found the one really needs comfort that is me, hey, you guys, you are right, I will be considering for to new opportunity to release me. What a Satire! When I persuade myself the situation is just NORMAL but you remind me it is a REAL misery! I know that is not your intention but I thought it would not be necessary to believe your pretence anymore!
I love my eyes and I hope they are nice when showing to you, Oops, they are almost getting red for the tire lasting since months ago! I must take attention for my eyes and change something!
People said it’s wise and brave to give up the unrealistic dream, so what a time to leave away my dream on you! When I told myself this matter, would the new season is coming?
As i moved on...
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